Honey, Baby, Sweetheart.

NEW LJ

2006-09-09T14:37:15Z

seek_release
its my new lj.
you should add it.
okay
okay
okay
OKAY
♥

orhtooooooooo

2006-09-06T17:40:15Z

i didnt go to school today,
it was only the second day,
but i had an ortho appointment.
im kinda upset about missing school,
because it was only the second day,
and i probably missed some important stuff,
and i didnt get to see anyone today,
which kinda sucks.
but, whatev.
i get to stay home.
haha

i have to pee

2006-09-03T16:00:06Z

I'm getting pretty good at this whole live journal thing.
im proud of myself.
hahhaa

ps. i had a nice phone conversation with my best friend last night,
i enjoyed it.

how can we call eachother friends?

2006-09-03T01:34:10Z

we talk behind eachothers backs.
we all know we do it.
we dont know what we say,
but we have ideas.
we're okay with it, because we do it too.
we're not okay with it, because we get mad and hurt when its confirmed.
it should just stop,
but we dont like to confront eachother and cause a fight.
i think it'd be better to get things out.
it'd be easier to talk things over,
and compromise, or something.
we dont do that though,
we just let things be.
the tension's building up.
we're rediculous.

the greatest person in my life.

2006-09-02T23:25:31Z

i miss you.
i feel like we're drifting apart
and thats the last thing i want to happen.
i love you so much
and i dont know what i'd do without you,
i dont think i could do without you.
im sorry for anything im done,
i just want to talk to you, and have things be the same again.
i miss you.

psicoidsan, yeah that movie, and garden state.

2006-09-02T23:22:04Z

i rented psiosnananana, the tidal wave movie,
and garden state,
and psiodenananansanadsadfs wasnt that bad of a movie,
and garden state was cute, and i love it.
thats all.
♥

i hate my life.

2006-08-30T00:52:18Z

OKAY
so,
since i've updated, many-a-things have happened.
i told you i didnt like that _ _ _ _ boy anymore
and i also said i didnt like that other one, adriano
well,
i started liking that adriano boy again
and went on a date with him.
he was immature, unattractive, not funny, and clingy.
i couldnt wait to leave
and also, the movie was crap.
but anyways,
i finally got the courage like, 2 weeks later to tell him that i didnt like him anymore
and that i was moving on.
of course i said it was nothing he did.
but, it was.
oh well.
he'll move on, and i'll move/ have moved on.
on a higher note,
my best friend came down for a month in the summer.
which was good.
i got to see her alot, and she met some of my friends
they all seemed to like her, and she liked MOST of them.
haha
and yeah, that was all good.
i was sad when she left though.
and between all of this
my computer was being shit and shutting down
and then we got it fixed yesterday/today,
and i finally have it back.
ONLY to discover that it STILL shuts down
only when i go on myspace though.
i'll miss myspace.
but, whatev.
uh, i think thats really it.
haha
so, uh, i'll try and update more often
because i miss you lj.
haha
PEACEEEEE
♥

uhm, hi.

2006-06-03T14:29:33Z

sorry i havent been here in so long.
i've been busy.
making new friends.
and such.
i have so much to say, i dont even know where to start.
well, that last entry, yeah, i have zero feelings for that boy now.
and between then and now, i had a crush on another boy.
but, i dont anymore.
we're just friends.
thats all.
i've also never been home.
and i need to be home more.
for my best friend.
cause i miss her.
alot.
so, i need to spend all the time i can with her.
plus, i just like being home more.
thats pretty much it in a nutshell.
i'll have more details later, maybe.
aight, peace (L)

DONT LET IT GO TO YOUR HEAD.

2006-04-20T01:44:47Z

boys like you are a dime a dozen.
except they're not.
you're like one in a million
or close to it.
and it makes me so mad that you can be so dumb.
dont stoop to that level.
you're better then the other dumb boys.
you were cute and sweet in the beginning.
dont stop.
dont make me think its me.
because its not.
it cant always be me.
at some point, i lost most of my feelings towards you.
and i wont lie, there is some.
but, its not the butterflies in my stomach,
weak knees,
giggly smiles,
jealous whenever you talk about other girls,
feeling anymore.
i think its mostly just phsycal attraction.
and to be truthful, there isnt alot of that.
i respect you
and i really would liek it if we were close friends.
but, you push away.
too much.
before we even got close.
and i dont know.
it just makes me mad that you cant be different like you were in the beginning.
and im too scared to say this to you
because we havent known eachother very long.
not long enough for something like this
and i dont want you to hate me
or call me annoying
because it would REALLY hurt my feelings.
even though i shouldn't care less what you think of me.
i do.
i care what everyone thinks.
and everything they say hurts me.
even if its a joke.
and i hate that i always let it get to me.
because i feel like such a pansy.
and i should be tough.
i should be different.
but, its hard when everyone wants to be different.
because then we all end up the same.
life is a complicated thing.
the point is,
i want it to go back to what it was like in the beginning.
i want you to like me again.
i want to get nervous when i talk to you.
but, i dont want to like you again.
cause it didnt exactly feel nice.
anyways, im done for now.
so, thats my rant.
not nearly as long as yours sam.
but, here it is.

MAKEDAMNSURE.

2006-04-20T00:37:56Z

im in love with this song.
seriously.
its amazing.
im talking about makedamnsure by taking back sunday.
obviously.
its like..
sex
for the ears.
anyways..
i dont have a point today.
except, once again, im avoiding the dishes.
im bad.
TO THE BONE.
um, tomorrow, im studying with tiffany.
for a french unit test
which im sure im going to fail.
no doubt about it.
even if i study.
but, what the heck.
might as well make the effort.
my teeth hurt.
im going to go fart or something.
CATCH YE.
PEACE.

OMFGLAWLZ

2006-04-17T23:38:49Z

hi, im lame.
and my hair smells good.
like coconuts.
i got it cut.
and i like it.
um, the used anyone?
cause thats what im listening to...
i just had this urge
and i had to fulfill it.
and so, i did.
i havent been on hurr in a looooonnng time.
i sort of missed you livejournal.
TEARCRYSOBBING
okay, im done.
and thank you, i know im a fag.
i love fags..
and by that obscene, mean, terrible, word
i mean cute, sweet, homosexual boys.
i wish i knew one.
and i wish he were my friend.
and had sleepovers with me.
and had sex with boys and then told me about it.
okay, well, thats enough of my fantasy for now.
im going to go..
i dont know, do something.
toodles.
♥

get over it.

2006-02-23T01:29:51Z

I dont like my face.
I dont like my nose.
I dont like my profile.
I dont like my teeth.
I dont like my braces.
I dont like my eyes.
I dont like my lips.
I dont like my chin.
I dont like my cheeks.
I dont like my smile.
I dont like anything about my face.
I hate it.
I'm so self concious about it.
I just wish my face would fall off.
the end.

ps. I dont like to cry.
or be sad.
its stoopit.

nothing more.

your smile is such a cliché

2006-02-19T00:19:30Z

spiderman?
i think so.
yeah, its true.
i bought a spiderman shirt.
and then me and spiderman.
we decided to take over the world.
with brad.
cause we're pretty darn cool.
and in 20 days im going to see sam!
i know.
so exciting!
im cold right now..
and my bum is numb.
and i just ryhmed.
and i think that the longer i sit on this computer the smaller my bum gets....
well, im just going to go think my thoughts right now...
ta-ta ♥

poop.

2006-02-05T00:03:13Z

Im feeling crappy.
unhappy.
moody.
angry.
stressed.
and sad.
and who knows what else.
Im stressed about getting money to visit my best friend sam in alberta.
I dont think Im going to get the money on time.
We're supposed to be going in 34 days.
and I need over 475 + spending money (100?)
and I've got 348?
I dont exactly know why im feeling sad.
I just am.
its so strange.
I can feel all of my feelings compressed inside my chest.
it almost physically hurts.
that sounds dumb.
but, its how im feeling..
Sometimes, I feel like i deserve more then what Im getting.
and I cant explain it..
but, i feel like sometimes people treat me like shit?
but, i know its not true.
cause, I have alot of great friends.
and I've been a bitch to over 53524351554452354256654345234% of them.
I dont even know why half of them stick around.
except for my new friends.
cause, Im trying to be different with them.
I dont know.
i never know.
i need a new brain.
I wish you could pick out your brains.
so, you could pick what you're smart in.
I dont knoww...
I wish you could plan out your life.
and nothing ever goes wrong.
it all goes exactly how its supposed to.
exactly how its planned.
but, thats not life.
what is life?
you cant explain it.
how can you name it?
everyone's 'life' is different.
and I dont know where im going here.
im just so 'fdasgreadhafdhasg' feeling right now.
Im going to stop going on and on now.
I just needed to say it.
somewhere.
somehow.
and now I have.

Mest..

2006-02-01T19:03:33Z

So, today I watched the Mest dvd, again. [seven deadly sins]
it made me sort of sad.
cause they're 'breaking up'
I hope this is just some sort of sham to get some more people to the shows.
heh.
the dvd still made me laugh though.
especially when Jeremiah was drunk/high, or whatever, and he was singing and speaking some other language.
*giggles*
oh.
how I will miss thee.
♥

ps. their new video is out. [kiss me, kill me]

Art-tart.

2006-01-31T21:19:21Z

Yesterday, I drew a picture.
It was two hands making a heart shape.
and it said "I heart you" at the bottom.
I thought it was kinda bad..
but then.
I showed Sam.
and she said it was good.
and it made me blush.
cause Sam is a pretty amazing artist.
and when she thinks something is good.
it is.
:)
Today, I had a blood brothers sort of day.
I listened to them all day.
it was wonderful.
and I listened to some spill canvas..
I like them.
that was pretty much my whole day.
minus some minor details.
ta-ta♥

'supwichu?

2006-01-30T22:54:47Z

'Sup cuties?
kay, so pretty much,
these days have been boring.
except when I talk to Sam.
which is ending soon.
cause she starts school again tomorrow.
anyways,
tomorrow, me and my mommy are going to wal-mart.
yeah, thats right.
doubleyou-A-ell-em-art
thats my way of saying wal-mart.
I need a new binder.
and some pencils.
and I know you dont care, but Im talling you anyways.
so deal.
well, I believe thats all the news of my life.
ta-ta.
♥

inlove?

2006-01-25T01:52:37Z

Im in love...
Im head over heels..
and no its not what you think..
unless, of course, you think Im in love with Queer as folk..
I think I talk about ti too much on here..
but if you've seen one episode...
just one..
you would too.
heh.
but, then again, I just started watching it..
and manohman..
MANOHMAN.
heh.
ily.♥

fucksexfuck.

2006-01-25T00:57:54Z

I want to do "Brian Kinnie" of Qaf.
I dont care if he's gay..
just manohman..
:)
..
ANYways..
I realized..
that im always hungry..
like right now..
so Im going to eat.
kay?
miss me.

ps.ON SEASON 2 :D

lovelovelove?

2006-01-21T17:26:28Z

Hello loves,
I feel the need..
the need for speeddd!!
kay, not really..
Im just bored.
I kinda sorta REALLY BADLY want to watch the first season of QAF.
but you know, it wont work.
cause..
its mean.
I'll find a way though..
even if it kills me..
kay, so..
Im hungry.
and.. I want food.
so, Im going to get some.
which means, we must part.
I'll miss you lovely.

Nexopia much?

2006-01-21T01:47:28Z

viagra-lover@nexopia.com.
add me, kay?
orrr
www.myspace.com/simplesins