NEW LJ [Saturday September 9th, 2006 @ 10:36am] seek_release its my new lj. you should add it. okay okay okay OKAY ♥ 0 . post . edit

orhtooooooooo [Wednesday September 6th, 2006 @ 1:40pm] i didnt go to school today, it was only the second day, but i had an ortho appointment. im kinda upset about missing school, because it was only the second day, and i probably missed some important stuff, and i didnt get to see anyone today, which kinda sucks. but, whatev. i get to stay home. haha 0 . post . edit

i have to pee [Sunday September 3rd, 2006 @ 12:00pm] I'm getting pretty good at this whole live journal thing. im proud of myself. hahhaa ps. i had a nice phone conversation with my best friend last night, i enjoyed it. 2 . post . edit

how can we call eachother friends? [Saturday September 2nd, 2006 @ 9:30pm] [ mood | neutral, ha. ] [ music | Spin - Taking Back Sunday ] we talk behind eachothers backs. we all know we do it. we dont know what we say, but we have ideas. we're okay with it, because we do it too. we're not okay with it, because we get mad and hurt when its confirmed. it should just stop, but we dont like to confront eachother and cause a fight. i think it'd be better to get things out. it'd be easier to talk things over, and compromise, or something. we dont do that though, we just let things be. the tension's building up. we're rediculous. 0 . post . edit

the greatest person in my life. [Saturday September 2nd, 2006 @ 7:22pm] [ mood | sad - i miss you. ] [ music | something fergie's singing in the psioanananan movie. ] i miss you. i feel like we're drifting apart and thats the last thing i want to happen. i love you so much and i dont know what i'd do without you, i dont think i could do without you. im sorry for anything im done, i just want to talk to you, and have things be the same again. i miss you. 3 . post . edit

psicoidsan, yeah that movie, and garden state. [Saturday September 2nd, 2006 @ 7:19pm] [ mood | calm - the smiley looks high. ] [ music | we've got rain on our side - the scene aesthetic ] i rented psiosnananana, the tidal wave movie, and garden state, and psiodenananansanadsadfs wasnt that bad of a movie, and garden state was cute, and i love it. thats all. ♥ 4 . post . edit

i hate my life. [Tuesday August 29th, 2006 @ 8:46pm] [ mood | awake and alive. ] [ music | NONE right now. ] OKAY so, since i've updated, many-a-things have happened. i told you i didnt like that _ _ _ _ boy anymore and i also said i didnt like that other one, adriano well, i started liking that adriano boy again and went on a date with him. he was immature, unattractive, not funny, and clingy. i couldnt wait to leave and also, the movie was crap. but anyways, i finally got the courage like, 2 weeks later to tell him that i didnt like him anymore and that i was moving on. of course i said it was nothing he did. but, it was. oh well. he'll move on, and i'll move/ have moved on. on a higher note, my best friend came down for a month in the summer. which was good. i got to see her alot, and she met some of my friends they all seemed to like her, and she liked MOST of them. haha and yeah, that was all good. i was sad when she left though. and between all of this my computer was being shit and shutting down and then we got it fixed yesterday/today, and i finally have it back. ONLY to discover that it STILL shuts down only when i go on myspace though. i'll miss myspace. but, whatev. uh, i think thats really it. haha so, uh, i'll try and update more often because i miss you lj. haha PEACEEEEE ♥ 6 . post . edit

uhm, hi. [Saturday June 3rd, 2006 @ 10:24am] [ mood | HAPPY HAPPY. ] [ music | IM WATCHING QUEER AS FOLK ] sorry i havent been here in so long. i've been busy. making new friends. and such. i have so much to say, i dont even know where to start. well, that last entry, yeah, i have zero feelings for that boy now. and between then and now, i had a crush on another boy. but, i dont anymore. we're just friends. thats all. i've also never been home. and i need to be home more. for my best friend. cause i miss her. alot. so, i need to spend all the time i can with her. plus, i just like being home more. thats pretty much it in a nutshell. i'll have more details later, maybe. aight, peace (L) 4 . post . edit

DONT LET IT GO TO YOUR HEAD. [Wednesday April 19th, 2006 @ 9:30pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | none. =[ ] boys like you are a dime a dozen. except they're not. you're like one in a million or close to it. and it makes me so mad that you can be so dumb. dont stoop to that level. you're better then the other dumb boys. you were cute and sweet in the beginning. dont stop. dont make me think its me. because its not. it cant always be me. at some point, i lost most of my feelings towards you. and i wont lie, there is some. but, its not the butterflies in my stomach, weak knees, giggly smiles, jealous whenever you talk about other girls, feeling anymore. i think its mostly just phsycal attraction. and to be truthful, there isnt alot of that. i respect you and i really would liek it if we were close friends. but, you push away. too much. before we even got close. and i dont know. it just makes me mad that you cant be different like you were in the beginning. and im too scared to say this to you because we havent known eachother very long. not long enough for something like this and i dont want you to hate me or call me annoying because it would REALLY hurt my feelings. even though i shouldn't care less what you think of me. i do. i care what everyone thinks. and everything they say hurts me. even if its a joke. and i hate that i always let it get to me. because i feel like such a pansy. and i should be tough. i should be different. but, its hard when everyone wants to be different. because then we all end up the same. life is a complicated thing. the point is, i want it to go back to what it was like in the beginning. i want you to like me again. i want to get nervous when i talk to you. but, i dont want to like you again. cause it didnt exactly feel nice. anyways, im done for now. so, thats my rant. not nearly as long as yours sam. but, here it is. 9 . post . edit

MAKEDAMNSURE. [Wednesday April 19th, 2006 @ 8:30pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | You're So Last Summer by TBS. ] im in love with this song. seriously. its amazing. im talking about makedamnsure by taking back sunday. obviously. its like.. sex for the ears. anyways.. i dont have a point today. except, once again, im avoiding the dishes. im bad. TO THE BONE. um, tomorrow, im studying with tiffany. for a french unit test which im sure im going to fail. no doubt about it. even if i study. but, what the heck. might as well make the effort. my teeth hurt. im going to go fart or something. CATCH YE. PEACE. 0 . post . edit

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